OMG! Summer's almost here, and i don't know what to do. I was suppose to go visit some of my friends down by Red Deer, AB, but I've been getting some strange vibs lately, like they don't what to see me, or something like that. To tell the truth, there is only one person down there, that I know wants to see me. And back here at home, I know there's a whole bunch of people for me to hang out with; well not that much, but there still are more. So what should I do, go down and visit anyway, or stay home and have a blast with my family and good friends? But if I do that, then I'll make the people who actually want to see me sad, and I hate making people sad. But if I do go down and visit, then I'll make people worry, thinking that I wont come back. Since it wont be the first time.
You see, my mom and dad seperated 3 or 4 years ago, and I've been constintly moving back and forth between parents. Im living with my dad right now, and I do like him better then my mom, since my mom just doesn't seem to understand anything about me. But she has something kinda like blackmail, and I'm worried that she's going to hurt my dad with it. (Though this subject is kinda personal, I can't tell you exactly what my mom could use agaist me and my dad)
so please, if anyone has any idea on what I should do, I would really appreciate it. Thank you.